Neverland of Your Love Games;

You will never be able to see with the same eyes as me.
Never be able to understand that a lie hurts more than the truth.
And each sugarcoated lie you established apon me,
Was just another stab to my heart.
I was always able to by pass your negative intensions.
But I was only putting myself through my own disaster.
Your love was something you could not share with me.
Everything I used to say.
Everything I once used to do.
It was obvious that they all implied to you.
I forced myself to smile in order to hide the interal pain.
I was once all about your love; until you turned it into a game.
Until you made me realize the truth of it all.
I am still alive, but I am barely breathing;
And my heart is barely beating.
The repeating deathened heart that found its own way to a disaster.
You were all that really mattered to me.
The unsatisfication of your heart,
Was the emptiness and comtemptness of my heart.
I thought I needed you like a heartbeat.
Better together; definitely not.
My thoughts and wants that lead me to my wrong assumptions.
Your words that spoke lies, and your actions that spoke the truth.
We once grew together; but your seeds were different then my own.
I try to dream, but yet I have forgotten somehow.
No sympathy, nor compassion.
Without suffering there would be no compassion.
But some words are just words said without meaning.
Like how a love can be loved, but yet go on without any meaning.
I found who you are; nothing needed.
A neverland of your love games.

-KaylaKays Windham.