Never forgetable.

"Despite everything. I felt my heart skip a beat."

Because no matter how you hard to try, you are still always and forever are going to remember your first love. It will never go away. Like a tattoo. You will always have it. In the back of your mind; It will never leave. You can't shake it. You can't help it. It will always be there.

Every memory. Every detail. Every shared moment. Everything. Even when they're gone, they're stil there. You say you are over it, because really you're only fooling yourself; by trying to denying the truth. It's always going to be there.

The words they used to once tell you. Every single: I miss you. Every single: I love you. Every single: Forever and always. It will never leave. No matter how devastating it was hard to pull away. Every note you wrote. Every time you wrote their name with yours. With the hearts written in red. Their smile. Their touch. The pictures. The laughs. Their hand in yours. The hugs. The endless times of their lips with yours. It will never fade. It doesn't matter. It will always be there.

The way they said your name. The way they held you close in their arms. Seeing their face, only makes it worst. The memories fill your mind, your heart, and everything inside you of turns black and white; and you're reminded of how things used to be; you think of everything that went wrong, and how things still could be if you were still together. Hand in hand. Hip to hip. You imagine yourself with them.

How are they doing? How's life going for them? Are they talking to anyone? Questions go unanswered, because you know if you start talking to them, you won't want to stop. You beginning to think how you were once so attached to them, and suddenly just pushed them away. Stopping everything you onced used to have with them. It's gone now; something that remains in the past. But yet, it seems as though it's still there. The time doesn't matter. How long they've been out of your life. How long they've been living life without you. Do they think of you as much as you think of them? Are you a constant reminder to them, as they are to you?

You think of how they're family is doing; as they used to be apart of your life as well. How much of an impact they had on you. Just that one person. That was in your life for years and years, and is now just a simple memory, within many many memories. You can't believe that what was once yours, now can possibly remain in the hands of someone else. You want to shake it. Brake it. Erase it. Forget it. But you can't. It's always going to be there. Just like a tatto.

"You'll never forget your first love."

I've been there. I've done that. And it seems as though he's replaced it. <|3

My first love, was you.

-KaylaKays Windham