Keeping to myself.

I'm tired of exposing my feelings and emotions to everyone. I'm not going to put my walls up anymore, but I'm not letting just anyone in anymore either; I'm going to build bridges. Meaning: If I think you're willing of holding my love and trust within your hands, then you're welcomed into my life. I'm going to open my eyes to new things. And I'm going to be less of a pesstimist and more of an optimistic type of person. I pushed away too many amazing people, only because certain people did the same thing to me. So I decided I had to go and hurt the ones that loved me the most. And I'm sorry. But I know that later in life they will forgive me for my mistakes, if they loved me as much as they said they did. My mistakes are not regrets. Just a long list of mistakes (that I needed to learn from - 10 years of knowledge 26y/o). I forgive myself for everything. And I learned from a new friend to; KIM: K-keep I-it M-moving (Jacob Vega). I've learned many things from many people, and many situations I had to overcome in life. I've learned to forgive and I try my best to forget. I promise that my life is going to change its ways; starting today. :)