"I want to fall in love with you, again."
Dear Kayla,
Love will come when you need it. If you don't need it, don't expect it to come to you then. Love obviously is not a priority of your life right now. Live life with what you have.
"I'm half way gone."
Just leave. Don't make me suffer. I'm enjoying life; with and or without you.
"I trust you."
What I need. What I want. Someone to trust me. Someone to know that I'm faithful of them. Gracious to have them in my life. I want them to know I'm worthy of holding their trust as well. And I want them to trust me as much as I trust them. Hold my trust with as much grip as I hold theirs. Equal trust. Theirs and mine.
"Because within my walls it's almost impossible to seek out love."
The walls are not invisible. They are brick. Brick by brick they hold everything inside them. Not able to look through. No windows over looking the outside of my life. I block everything out. A change to be made; walls to be destroyed.
"I love you."
Something I used to despise to hear. Something I blocked my ears out from hearing. My heart out of believing. Something I never wanted to believe. A denied phrase. And something I wouldn't let my heart think of to be true. Now wanting to believe in love. Believe that when someone tells me that they love me, that they say it with truth; I believe them. And I devour it as the truth. Love; Me? Me in your heart. My heart starting back up into something I now start to regonize. Love me; And I shall soon start to love again.
Gmorning.
Gnight.
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